hellohello
Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to Lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
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Saturday, May 19, 2007, 2:02 PM
i was craving for chocolates all day in sch
went to cheers to buy them!
felt like eating sumthin salty.
so,i bought cashew nuts.yes,cashew nuts.when i was eating them,i got frustrated cos it wasnt salty.AND THEN,tania took the cashew nuts and pointed to the "SWEET CASHEWS" thingy.the logo thing.ohmy,i felt so stupid. /:
chocolates and cashew nuts were all i ate todae,it shld be enough.ive no mood to eat.
daddy picked me up aft sch todae.didnt go out cos i was damn sleepy.(i fell asleep in class and didnt wanna wake up.i wanted to kill loo for waking me up.) and cos well,so obvious,im not in the mood.and if i go out with u guys,ill bring everyones mood down.so yeah,didnt.
thankyou,(to those who tried to make me smile.)
even if its sumthin stupid or sumthin u did/said,u did help.
shimin,mikoh,clara,tania,trina weakling,small thing/baby,
randee,henhua,felicia,sabrina.
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tag replies- (replied when i was feeling high,u can tell)rachel:linked,hah.
Q Z WEE:yesyes,buy more toys,for me rite? )): yesyes?go out soon,dont be sad already.ive tried to make u a happygirl.so u better become a happygirl bfe i die.if not,u better atleast bring a toy for me for my funeral.or ill haunt you!fixed the car?
acasius:you!u wont fail,dont worry.study hard ok?love you.
trina weakling:wad weakling?u larh who else.there's no other weakling weaker than you.even shimin's stronger.she can carry u rmb?
tania:of cos can rmb my url.someone said it was so pessimistic.yes!im not feelingless.COUGH WAD COUGH!hah,sweet cashews!omgoodness.not supp to miss me eh?
felicia:cannot!must bully.eh!but ure the one.u hit me /: and NO,tt wasnt a phone (: make me climb here climb there in the avt.u cheated.
sabrina:eh you!u tryin to cheat me huh.STUPID.i knew it was you.msg me pretending ure sumone else.hah,worst nightmare eh?i noe u cant sleep thinkin bt me.*coughs.YES BULLY FELICIA!way to go!eh!change back your shoe!i like the other one.
clara:yes,its a obvious thing.u go crazy when u see him.*shakes head.u crazy girl.go sit with him.u only do
his work,you only rush to class if its
his lessons and u try so hard to keep urself awake COS its
his class.marry him larh huh?haha.
tania:strawberries?YES i wan ):
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chocolates make u happy,but only for awhile.i smile not because im ok,but because i noe u care.this
torment deep inside wont end
my life in ruins,i
cant pretend.darkness shrouds my every move
my mind is
all thats left to lose.
sinking further everydayhow could i live this way
defeated in this futile war
i cannot take this anymore.
i cry myself to sleep every night,
I
feel i've lost the fightthe
hurt never leaves from my life,
i slowy die inside
is there a
cure from this disease.
sigh,done.
hve a good weekend everyone.